Minnesota

Things I hate about Minnesota (Hereby referred to as, "your stupid state"):

1. Laws, your stupid state has them.

Things I like about your stupid state:

1. Everything that makes it not South Dakota, excluding the aforementioned laws.

Can't Sleep

Gee, it sure has been a while since I last posted here. My life gets progressively more boring as time advances.

I thought about just grabbing some of my old junk off of the computer, but then I realize I have already posted everything that was worth noticing. This was quite a bit of stuff in upon itself, mind you, but it ran out like everything else.

Lately I have been considering death, and I have realized that it scares the shit out of me. In my youth I imagined two things, that it wouldn't happen for a long time and that it wouldn't matter because, to be fair, it's not like I would be around to miss myself.

It's that last part that has begun to frighten me. The thought of simply not existing anymore. To no longer experience, no more thought, not even the dim consciousness of my own existence that I have during sleep. Forever.

I thought about what it would be like and my mind recoiled in pain, it is such an alien thought. I don't know what not existing would be like, it is an unfathomable idea... like a color that has never been seen by humans before.

(Think of a color that has never been seen before... I'll wait.
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I bet you thought of some sort of brown-purple, and everyone already knows what blurple looks like you stupid fuck.)

But, because there is nothing I can really do about dieing, I'll just ignore it like everything else for now.

It's almost enough to make me wanna become a Christian.